confusion.

I’ve got to leave for the office in about 20 minutes. I Really can’t be arsed with it all today. Recently my happy reserves have depleted and I just can’t bring my self out of this low I’ve gotten myself in. I’ve started doing stupid things, letting shit get on top of me, and, once again, I’ve began caring too much about what people think of me. A friend of mine recently told me what cheers her up is writing lists of what she needs to accomplish in the next few months in order to become/remain happy.

1. Learn to drive.
2. Get a flat.
3. work out.

Three things? That’s rather modest I think. . .I don’t feel better though.

P.S I’ve started smoking. A way to commit suicide slowly.

Clear!

I refuse to let this blog die. I’m going to continue posting, even if those posts are complete grade A shit. I really don’t care.

Actually, I have quite a bit to write about. The last three weeks have certainly been eventful. when I get time, I’ll throw some of these weird events together into some sort of story, and post it on here. As for today? Well, despite it being a Sunday, and a day of rest, I have to be in the office in an hour. It should be a piece of piss. Turn my computer on, answer some emails, take some calls, drink some coffee, turn my computer off and go home. Job done. I had all of last week off, so to be honest, I really can’t complain.

Anyway, that’s enough from me for today.